It’s not often that I feel this completely.
I get lost in my own head; fears, blaming, desires, assumptions, uncertainty.
To not feel safe/secure can become too familiar.
I clamor to build this within myself. Expecting everyone else to follow suit.
Until I experience it again.
I know intellectually where my safety lies.
In Him.
But it is through others and experiences, where it’s felt.
I can’t live on an island and expect to experience this.
It is through community and being vulnerable that I have found this.
Only through this pathway did I find any type of centeredness.
Only through honesty and transparency -given and received, did the magic of His Power allow me to feel this more fully.
A feeling I know and fight to remember is right where I should be.
And yet, even when I cry out, at the last hour, He is faithful.
There is no time limit to His grace.
It’s always available!
Safe and secure in His arms; only ever through my own humility and transparency.
I’m indebted to His grace. Something I do not deserve and yet somehow, it’s poured out in overflowing measures into my life.
That is when I experience safety and security like I’ve never known possible.
“The grace of our Lord was poured out on me abundantly”